Thursday, February 19, 2009
-fucked up-
Family
- is the shit that you never wanted
- is the group of people that doesn't understand what you're really feeling
-is the group of people that doesn't try to know what you're feeling
- is what I wish I never had.
Junk took a break @ 8:36 pm|
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009
-Winx Club-
I typed "www.youtube.com" and clicked enter.
There it was in "Recommended For You".
And the tears rolled down my cheeks.
Junk took a break @ 12:17 am|
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Friday, February 13, 2009
-F-ed up-
Frankly, I think it's so totally unfair.
We were never given a chance to start with.
I think given a chance, I could outperform the girls in PR. Whoever said girls do better in PR. I'll make sure he'll regret the choice he made.
Junk took a break @ 12:02 am|
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Thursday, February 12, 2009
-I finally understand-
I finally realised why that day it felt so good to have someone hold my hand and to lean on.
Cos' it's been such a long time since I've found some security in someone.
Junk took a break @ 1:19 am|
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
-Tired of all this shit. Really tired.-
In recent times, I've been becoming more and more tired of life. The people I once thought was important in my life are slowly fading away. Memories of them are mostly bad ones now. I can't ever recall good ones anymore.
Is this how people become sucidal? Cos' many a times I wonder why people jump, etc to end their lives when life has so much in-stored for them. But now, I feel their agonising pain. I feel them. And I can tell it's unbearable.
People tell me, wow, your parents sure love you a lot. Bullshit. I think they don't.
People tell me, wow, you sure got great friends that you can rely on. Bullshit. Cos' I think they can't even see through the mask I've put on.
People tell me, you have got a lot to live for. Bullshit. Tell me first then, what is your definition of "a lot"? I bet you can't even name 20.
People tell me, but sucide is just stupid. Bullshit. I think it can really take away all the pain right now, instantly.
People tell me, anything but suicide. I can't find a better plan right now.
So I say, goodnight world.
Junk took a break @ 1:15 am|
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Sunday, February 08, 2009
-Woah.-
I am pretty confused at this point of time. But it felt nice to have someone by your side. I don't know. I'm really really confused. :\
Junk took a break @ 12:18 am|
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Friday, February 06, 2009
-Pardon me-
Cos' I was wrong. You know what I always said about friends being there for you always? That was bullshit.
So I say now, in this life, believe in yourself and only yourself.
Junk took a break @ 5:22 pm|
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-You-
We are friends no more. I'm gonna start on a new journey. Alone.
Junk took a break @ 1:42 am|
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